I had a pretty real defining moment today and realized that God has seriously blessed my life in so many ways. He has made me realize that I don't show/express any of it, and I don't praise Him enough.
We all say, we are blessed, God is good, God gives us everything, but after a while, it just starts to become something we say and not something we really truly think and feel about. Guilty. How can I be a person of God and not show my faith? We were talking about faith in church today. Faith is dead without actions. Well then I must be six feet under because I don't have many actions that go with my faith. That hit me hard today. I've been so wrapped up in the world and worrying about the most stupid things, I don't even see what God does for me on a daily basis. Just to name a few: he's given Ryan great and loyal real estate clients that have solely provided for our family so that we can live comfortably. He has showed me a wonderful home (The Crossing Church) that I finally feel like I belong to. I have nothing to be sorrowful about because he's always there. I mean, let's face it people, God is the best damn thing and I don't even realize it sometimes.
I guess I'm just saying I'm thankful. I'm so dang grateful for all that I have, my wonderful husband who shares my faith, and most importantly, the big man who made this all possible.
Now this is sounding like a grammy speech. But I FREAKING LOVE GOD and that's just all there is to it. No shame, no hiding. I need to stop being comfortable, and take that next step.
So my new mission statement is going to be: pray more, worry less.
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